Tuesday, May 10, 2011

as kelly so eloquently put it... i am clomiderific

i haven't dared blog, because who knows what i'll put on here. i am kind of quarantining myself. but just wanted to check in and say what's up while i'm in a rare moment of feeling normal/borderline happy. the last couple of weeks have been not so happy. i've decided that mother's day is pretty sucky when your mom is dead and you are infertile. i'm going through a real angry phase. and a real depressed phase. kelly tells me to not trust any of my emotions right now, so i'm trying to keep that in mind. well, i better stop talking before i really get going. hopefully i'll be back on my game soon.

5 comments:

cindy baldwin said...

I sometimes read Kelly's blog, and came over here from there. I am beginning my own infertility journey right now, and reading your last few posts has been so good for me! It's a nice reminder that I'm not the ONLY person out there struggling with this (when my friends are all getting pregnant on cycle #1). I know you don't know me, and all that, but my prayers are going out to you! Here's hoping we both have a better mother's day next year....

sarawhat said...

pleeeeeeeease call me. or just answer your phone. pretty please, with sugar on top.

ashleyboice said...

I need to call you....I have been feeling like that for a week. Hang in there. I am so sorry. I love you.

Kirsti.osborne said...

ahhhhh man. let's talk. i'm home now so i'm gonna call. love you colie.

GRodenberg said...

luv ya! xoxo from here