my happy place

i have lots more pictures to post from our trip to the ocean/redwoods.

coming soon...

sixteen, no, twenty-nine candles

hair: inspired by kirsti. she has made me fall in love with high ponytails all over again. except, just like in elementary school, they make my scalp ache after a couple hours.

lips: remember my wish list? so chaud by mac. love it.

eyes: hand selected by a team of julie, kirsti, and me at urban outfitters. cheapest frames ever to put my prescription in.

29, and feeling fine.

well, feeling fine about the age part. but i did just have a 30 minute sobbing session. i told tyler... this is why i spend my birthday alone- no expectations. birthdays are both my best and worst day. it's complicated. but, now i am feeling on the up, and we have made a game plan to my liking. so i'm off.

birthday breakfast at mcdonald's this morning. yes, i chose mcdonald's.

ps- one of my all-time favorite michael scott quotes....

"i've always been good with older women. in fact, for a long time my grandma was my best friend.... then she met harriet. now she thinks she's better than everyone."

it's called survival mode....

and it's where i've been living for 1-2 months.

this is the first time i could even bring myself to post.

am i the only one that cannot find it in myself to post about normal things when everything is not normal?

also, i know that i look a little pregnant here.... but don't worry. not pregnant.

hopefully "normal" posts will be resuming shortly.

shoulder length hair inspiration... for ashley

don't be depressed ash. you have awesome hair... and after finding these pictures i'm pretty close to cutting my hair off. we'll make you look so cute, i promise. which ones do you like?