Tuesday, June 16, 2009

babies

to put it mildly, i'm baby hungry. so is tyler. we really really want a baby. kelly says it's a shame that i am always in her shadow... cause her five years of trying trumps our 1 1/2 years of trying. i'm not depressed about it, and i really don't let myself think about it too often... but the feeling has been getting stronger lately. to be honest though, i'm really good at being selfish... especially with my time. so i always have that to fall back on if the whole baby thing doesn't work out. but in the meantime, i think i'm going to start being proactive and make some doctors appointments for tyler and myself. aren't i such a grown-up? kell has plenty of advice, but is there any advice any of you have? i will glady take it. also in the meantime here are my pictures of inspiration...


STEP NUMBER ONE :



STEP NUMBER TWO :


ps- the top pic is from kell's tumblr, the bottom is from rachel thurston photography, and incidentally looks freakishly like tyler. even the expression.

7 comments:

kelly mccaleb said...

what if your baby is a mini tyler and starts bossing you from the time it's that old? and really that look is when he's looking for a shirt to wear for a long day mowing lawns with dad, and realizes you haven't done the laundry again? hahahahahah

kirsti osborne said...

oh nicole, i want you to be a mom too. i have a feeling that roman is not too far off. i think you should definitely make some appointments though. i miss you already. thanks for the awesome week. i love you!

shauna.m. said...

i want u to be a mommy but i already have sibling jealousy...also my advice is to do it...like all the time...wait what is this blog rated??

GRodenberg said...

lots of cozies, no stress, see the doctor, but no stress, more cozies, lots of excercise and healthy food and vitamins to prepare your body, more cozies, lots of sleep (because you won't get any later), and use the day 8-15 are fertile days rule. luv you

sarawhat said...

ummm, just do a headstand after you do the you know what....heard it works like a Charm. :) Love you nicole, I'm anxious to hear what the doctor says.

Raydar Love said...

i love you

Missy said...

Hey Nicole. I completely understand. I am having a really hard time too. I don't know if Kell told you. I have been going to the doctors and getting tests left and right and medicine that is not fun at all. I get so depressed at times. I hope everything goes well with the doctors. They can do wonders. Let me know if you want to talk. I hope you are well. I haven't talked to you in forever. I miss you Nicole.